Whispers. A poem for Oisin.

As you whisper my name,
The song that I hear echoes throughout my soul and I realise,
Realise that without you I would be lost.
The darkness would finally take me.
Without even knowing,
You stole every piece of my heart,
Twisted and shaped it around your own.

My Smeg Retro Icon is...

My Smeg Retro Icon has got to be Sophia Loren.

She reminds me of my beautiful nan, in her heyday they looked very similar! My grandad was a lucky man.
Sophia Loren was so very beautiful with a gorgeous figure and I love her alot <3.

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This is an entry for my favourite blog http://vixenvintage.blogspot.com/

An Alcoholic Tea Party

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My lovely pal Lady Z had a delightful Birthday Party last Saturday and took some exquisite piccies from it. We all ate lots of cake, drank lots of spiced rum and played many a fun party game <3

Lovely Loan

Pretty New DMs!

It is exam time at silly uni and I am simply not a fan of this so to cheer myself up I have been shopping endlessly and dining out, I have lead myself to believe that due to having a loan and massive overdraft, I am very rich but I am unsure if this is the case... oops!

Would it have been worth while ...

Would it have been worth while?

The time moved on quicker than expected

That thing between you and I soon became neglected,

The constant hope and yet constant pain

The nonsensical rules of the game

And would it have been worth while?

Sometimes I think back and remember

That party we both attended in the November

Before you left and I was more confused

The confusion that left me so very bemused

Would it have been worth while?

To tell you then how much it did mean

For you to want me or for it to seem

As if you did.

When I saw that picture of the two of you

That’s when I realised, that’s when I knew

Things had moved on for you but not for me

I needed to change and finally see

But would it have been worth while

To not have deleted you from my life

But kept you up to date with the struggles and strife

I felt at that time.

When that seven months passed and you returned

Those feeli ngs that had begun to disperse

Also began to return and eventually burn

That hideous notion of unrequited lust

Having to see you and hide this just

So as not to make a fool of myself

Would it have been worthwhile, though?

To tell you how much I needed that smile

Of yours in my life every day.

And after these three long years

Feelings of loss, desperation and many tears

For you to tell me that you finally feel that way

Was not actually as incredible or as  ama-

Zing as I hoped it would be, but in fact

Made me see

And now I know and can finally smile

Realising that no – it Would not have been worth while.

First Post ... How exciting.

So I have become really interested in peoples blogs, which is probably as I am uber nosey but I thought I would start my own :).

I plan to put some of my thoughts, writing and pics up. This will probably only entertain me but i'm okay with that.

<3

Alpal